我拿美貌獻給祢

自從患病以後, 身體肥胖得多了, 這令我很介懷, 因為我覺得自已變醜了, 怎麼節食減肥也沒有成效。可是主沒有嫌棄我, 祂對我的愛沒有減少, 祂仍全心全意愛我, 不論我長相如何。我拿美貌獻給祢, 即使我長得如何醜陋, 我知道祢仍愛我, 就足夠了。誠心敬拜主。

患病以後, 很多方面都要從新適應, 很多事情都要從新開始, 因為心理狀況不同了, 有時候都很懷念過去, 要告訴自己活在今天, 好好地為神生活, 榮耀主。很艱難, 也要好好面對。

梅樹坑公園

梅樹坑公園是我媽媽小時候住的地方，那裏有很多樹木，她小時候就在山邊溪旁玩耍，充滿童年回憶。跟她走在一起，感覺媽媽就像回到小時候仰望著高大的樹一樣，回想著她童年的故事。現在她家的舊址成了一個亭，出外必走的小橋仍在，還有水壩，和很多粗生的榕樹。她的回憶現在演化成了我想像出來的森林故事，樹林在寧靜地守護著髮已斑白的那位小女孩媽媽，也在守護著腦海裏出現著各種怪誕想像的，獨個兒自我聊天的我。

It is well with my soul

When peace like a river, attendeth my way,

When sorrows like sea billows roll;

Whatever my lot, Thou hast taught me to say

It is well, it is well, with my soul.

Refrain

It is well, (it is well),

With my soul, (with my soul)

It is well, it is well, with my soul.

Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,

Let this blest assurance control,

That Christ has regarded my helpless estate,

And hath shed His own blood for my soul.

My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!

My sin, not in part but the whole,

Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,

Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!

For me, be it Christ, be it Christ hence to live:

If Jordan above me shall roll,

No pang shall be mine, for in death as in life,

Thou wilt whisper Thy peace to my soul.

But Lord, 'tis for Thee, for Thy coming we wait,

The sky, not the grave, is our goal;

Oh, trump of the angel! Oh, voice of the Lord!

Blessed hope, blessed rest of my soul.

And Lord, haste the day when the faith shall be sight,

The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;

The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,

Even so, it is well with my soul

主，我不能

詩集：青年聖歌 II

主，我不能走那山谷－－太深邃，（太深邃，）

主，我不能走那山谷－－我流淚；（我流淚；）

但我步步踏穩妥，有主腳蹤引導我，

與主同在險峻深谷能走過。（能走過。）

主，我不能攀那高山－－太危難，（太危難，）

主，我不能攀那高山－－我悲嘆；（我悲嘆；）

但主的力量夠用，就能爬上那高峰，

我就感覺天堂美境近雲山。（近雲山。）

主，我不能走那窄路－－太孤單，（太孤單，）

主，我不能走那窄路－－獨行難；（獨行難；）

但聽到主慈愛聲，就使我快樂高興，

與主同行，安然渡過世路程。（世路程。）

主我不能渡那江河－－太寬廣，（太寬廣，）

主，我不能渡那江河－－我哀傷；（我哀傷；）

但有主恩手帶領。就能入應許美境，

有主耶穌在我身旁就安寧。（就安寧。）

工作

常常都不想工作，因為覺得工作很辛苦，頭腦轉不動，想得很慢，要一步一步慢慢來做。但天父有恩典，工作每一天，一步一步都可以有進度。不知道明天如何，每天的重擔每天擔，求主帥領。

Psalm 46

God is our refuge

God is our strength

ever-present help

in trouble

Therefore we'll not fear

though the earth give way

and mounts' fall into the heart of the sea

though its waters roar and form and 

mountains quake with their surging

there's a river whose streams 

make glad the city of God

holy place where Most High dwells

God's within her, she won't fall

God will help her at break of the day.

Nations are in uproar

and the kingdoms fall

When He lifts His voice, the earth melts.

Lord Almighty is with us

God is our fortress

Come and see what Lord has done.

Desolation he has brought

Makes wars cease to ends of earth

Break the bow and shatters the spear

And he burns the shields with fire

He says "be still, 

know that I am God

I'll be exalted among the nations in the earth."